AU-Melody: You’re a figment of my siren-y imagination
“As much as I try not to remember the horrible days where I was a siren, I seem to remember it differently…” Adella quirked and eyebrow at Melody, never ceasing her tugging.
With a wisdom that rarely comes from Adella, she began a lecture. “You may be physically stronger than you’d usually be. And you may put people down in a way that my usually charming niece would not… but from what I remember, you spent most of your time as a siren trying to impress me. And you spent most of that time doubting yourself. You may fancy yourself more powerful this way, but you’re wrong. You’re still unsure of yourself. And your other-side is strong enough to keep fighting. So how different are you, really?”
She let go of Melody’s arm and stared at her in the eye. “You can go if I’m wrong. But I’m not. I know that sweet little Mel is in there, and that she’s not leaving. She never has, and she never will. You’re the same. And a siren is nothing more than a grumpy mermaid that was probably so full of misplaced rage that she became agressive.” She paused thoughtfully.
“There’s a human saying I read once: You’ll catch more flies with honey than with vinegar. The point is that if you want to feel more confident and act like a leader, you’ll earn more successes with a smile and a song than you will with hiss. And so, I’ll torment you with hugs and giggles, because that’s who I am and I kind of like it that way.”
You know she’s right. For once, Melody’s voice inside of Siren’s head was calm, the voice of scolded child. She could feel the guilt that Melody felt, the self-blame that the human was started to inflict.
She was angry, infuriated at Adella’s accurate analysis. Clenching her fists, she glared up at Adella, remaining stiff as a board.
“Fine, you’re right!” She was insecure, but unlike Melody who blamed herself for feeling inadequate, she channelled that feeling into anger and lashed it out on innocent sailors. “What do you want me to do? You want me to beg you to ‘help me see the light’ and change my ways?”
Positively seething, her arms trembled with her anger. The small whimpers and whispers of disappointments from Melody did nothing to help, adding only to her agitation. “Well, I’m not! Until my time is done here, until whatever force brought me here throws me back into your precious niece’s mind, I’m not changing!”